walking zombie.

     I feel as if work has finally caught up with me.  Lately I have been sooo tired I cant even think straight.  ughhh I love my new job but I am getting spread too thin I think.  Maybe its that fact that I need to sleep more or drink more water.  Maybe its the fact that I am a workaholic and need to take a mini vacation and just spoil myself a little.  Maybe its that fact that I am trying to make sooo many people happy that I don't even have time to think about myself.  With this new job there is alot of things that I don't get to do or make up excuses not to do cuz I am too "tired".  Some are important and some or not and I guess that really depends on the person you ask which ones are important or not.  My mother would think that keeping my room clean would be an important one.  Which I have been failing at ever since I got this new job.  I don't know why it just seems that it is sooo much easier to throw my stuff all over the floor than put it away where it belongs.  NO GOOD  Another thing that bothers me or that I don't have time to do is working out at the sport zone.  As much as I hate working out I didn't just go there just to work out... I went there to spend time with my best friend Rachel, to pray/ think while running my horrible mile.  To me it was like a time where I could go and just run and nothing else was going on.  Just me and my running shoes going to town thinking and praying about different things that came to mind.  I miss it A LOT.  Maybe I am just complaining about different things that aren't really that important and I should just get over it and should be used to working about 58 hours a week.  For some reason it just seems a lot harder for me to get used to and I don't know why.   I don't know what is wrong with me lately.  Maybe its this stupid weather that cant make up its mind.  I don't know but either way I DON'T LIKE IT, NOT ONE BIT. :(